This is why I dont fly...at all

So my 2009 resolution is to get on planes... i have a huge phobia of flying.. like HUGE...
I dont know whether its a heights thing... or because I dont know whats going on and dont have control.
Now I swear to all of you- EVERY single time in the past when I decided to get on a plane- signs came up that I've taken as alerts from someone above telling me not to get on a plane.
So I just booked a couple flights- just yesterday and then I see this ...

Airplane in Hudson River after failed takeoff, FAA says

Everyone survived which is good...
BUT.. COME ON! Give me a break....I'm just gonna bite the bullet this time and get my ass on a plane.. but seriously... everytime I tell you. I plan a flight and RIGHT after I get a sign that I shouldn't go.

WEIRD.